Wednesday, June 01, 2011

My Battle

We continued our discussion from a couple weeks ago in small group tonight. We ended up mostly discussing tonight, spending less time in the Word, but it was good discussion though.

Sinful nature vs. life of Spirit... Round 2

We referenced the God-breathed message of Romans 7. Boy, do I feel like I can relate with that passage lately. "I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out." Nasty sin nature! I wish I could have a surgery to remove it!

I want to follow Christ. To live in Him. To live for Him. Why do I still struggle in some areas? It is so frustrating sometimes! I want to be His servant.

"So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin."

I love Romans 12. [This is one I have taped somewhere in the house.] It says, "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind." That's what I need. A renewing of my mind. Is that a daily thing? Like taking up my cross? Or should it be a once and for all thing? Because right now, I'm feeling like it needs to be a daily thing.

Simultaneously, though, my mind, a slave to God's law, conflicts with my sin nature.

I think it's interesting how Romans 7:25 talks about being a slave to God's law. Then, 8:1-2 talk about being free thanks to the law of the Spirit.

Hmm... More to come, I'm sure.




P.S. I decided to study the Old Testament since I haven't done a great job of it thus far. I'm starting at the beginning. I'm trying to go through it in a meaningful way, writing down my thoughts, interesting information, or questions along the way... I'll probably blog about that every so often too. I don't have a timeline since I've been trying to read through in a meaningful way. It'd be nice to get through in a year, though. Is that too much time to give myself? I will say that I started on Saturday, and I am already to Genesis 8. We'll see how long this project lasts.