I am having a difficult time falling asleep tonight... again.
When this happens I usually just lie, thinking.
About tomorrow.
About my relationships.
About upcoming events.
About the things I should be doing.
Tonight I am remembering and thinking of the "Strong City days."
I'm thinking of relationships that have declined.
But I shouldn't spend too much time on what things were or how they've changed.
Right?
Something's missing.
I'm pretty sure I know exactly what it is.
And it would make all the difference in the world.
Man... I completely dislike that I'm struggling so much inside.
And that it's so hard to do what I know I should do to get back on track.
Seriously...
